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Friday, October 7th 2005 at 11:54 am
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so.. yesterday was school. last day was yesterday. we have TODAY off. YESSSSSS. and im going to hang out with my cousins all day. its gonna be SWEEET.
yesterday, summer came over after school. and we decided to be badasses and drive around.. ALONE!!!
yeah. i said it. ALONE. hahahahahahahahahah
yeah .i know. gay.
i picked up a BOY TOO.
guess who.
♥♥♥
JAYMI JAYMI JAYMI
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Wednesday, October 5th 2005 at 8:48 pm
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i went to church tonight. amazing as usual. i loved it. and zach came this time. which made me extremely happy. im so proud of that boy.
well. im ABSOLUTELY tired right now. and myspace is boring me so so so much.
♥
JAYMI
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Tuesday, October 4th 2005 at 8:25 pm
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so today was pretty good. besides the fact thati got a 59 F ON MY SPANISH EXAM.
im such a winner.
its gonna be even sadder when you hear this.... I ACTUALLY STUDIED FOR THAT BITCH.
whatever. i suck. its official. I SUUUUUCCCCKKKKK.
well its whitneys bday today! the big one-six. too bad the girl waited about.. um...4 months after her bday to get her permit. what a fag.h hahaha we could be cruising RIGHT NOW. but no. no no no. haha, poor thing, she couldnt ev en talk on the phoen when i called her, b/c her parents are PRETTY LAME. shes suppost to be ungrounded today, i guess not. i feel so bad for the girl. i love her. haha. i really truely do. i love her to death.
speaking of that. zach came over today. it was FUN.
and im eating a big mac. again. why am i so beastly like this? WHY.
WHY GOD?!!
ok im done being dramatic.
adios!!!!!!
ps. i LOVE brittany and her information.
♥
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Sunday, October 2nd 2005 at 7:33 pm
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so. today... i went to church. and sang at the kids service.
then. i ate at hong kong buffet.
then i came home, bathed precious and put a tshirt on her. she barked at me and bit my face off.
then i went to church for a "praise and worship seminar". and a russian worship leader talked to us, his name is victor. hes soo coool. i was digging his accent a WHOLE LOT. and, then DEEPER started....
and usually we only sing a few songs and have a lesson. but THIS special time, (i guess since victor was leading it) we sang for 3 hours straight. it was amazing. everyone was praying and singing and just, soaking up the holy spirit. it was... unbelievable. woah. haha.
and here i am now. i have to pee like a mother. YES. LIKE A MOTHER. so. im gonna go.
i miss my mom. (( FAG ))
I am a fag.
fag fag fag
<3 JAYMI
♥♥♥♥.
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Saturday, October 1st 2005 at 10:05 pm
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well. today, i slept until 1:30--haha.. FAAG. then zach called and he got mad at me. AH. OF COURSE. my mom came in and said goodbye to me, i was half asleep, but somehow i kinda remember it. (( I MISS HER ALREADY AND ITSONLY BEEN .. LIKE 12 HOURS)) what a loser. anyways..thennnnn i went to summers to study spanish.. but yeah. haha we ate sonic. and her sister yelled at her and got pissy about a cheese stick. it was the greatest thing.
then.. like, my babysitter woman canceled on me. so i ended up NOT babysitting. and zach got mad about that. b/c yeah. he just did.
so i went to visit my cousins. b/c they are CAMPING ONTHE GULF. yeah, its ghettofabulous i know. dont tell me twice.
but yeah. i was drawing the sublime sun in the sand and my spazztic cousin threw sand allll in my eye ball. i screamed and cried. it hurts STILL. i can feel sand filling my eyelids. its DISCUSTING.
and yeah. i beat her down with a sticky hand. you know those 50 cent things? it was so great.
a car drove by and all they saw was "me. with a long thing. slapping the CRAP out of a young girl. (screaming)"
can you only IMAGINE what that car was thinking?
ill end this entry with that question.
♥♥♥
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Friday, September 30th 2005 at 11:58 pm
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well. tpot, so didnt play.
what a huge misunderstanding. but its ok. i had a pretty fun time. i was happy to see alicia. i havent seen her in so long. shes so adorable. and i liked just being all chilled out, not grounded. what a GREAT feeling it is.
what a great feeling.
IM FREE.
well. i MUST go to bed. even though, im not going to sleep. im going to call zach.
b/c thats just what i do all the time. im adicted to talking on the phone to fall asleep.
im ADICTED.
♥
JAYMI
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Friday, September 30th 2005 at 6:42 pm
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so EVERYONE
im just sitting at my house. talking online.
tonight im going to church to see TPOT. and someone else.
its going to be so great, I hope.
alicia, meryl, zach, mary, bug, sav,tidwell, EVERYONE is going
and im so excited.
but, my mom is going to haiti tomorrow. and im sad.
she will be gone for 9 days.
i know i was acting all excited earlier, but now that shes leaving in the morning, its making me sad.
im going to miss her, suprisingly.
weird.
im weird.
<3
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Sunday, September 25th 2005 at 8:10 pm
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havent written in here in a while..
life is ok.
except the fact that im bored all the time.
and....
grounded.
and bored.
im bored right now.
well, today was ok. i woke up. hung out with my family. we went to church. but... i screwedup everything again b/c i wasnt "ready on time" so my mom yelled the whole way there.
we ended up NOT going into church, we just.... yelled at eachother in the car.
then i apologized to my mom,,, i dont even know why, i didnt DO anything.
whatever.
so we are ok now i guess.
she made me macaronni. we went to walmart so i could buy stuff to make tye dye tshirts for me brittany and zach. and i bought a really adorable skirt and a cute shirt.
then we went to bonefish. we ate. came home. i made the shirts. now they have to dry.
and here i am.
bored.. AAGAIN.
oh yeah. ps. i missed the church picnic.
fuck..
<3
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Thursday, August 4th 2005 at 6:22 pm
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today was school. and im so pissed that i have to wake up so freakin early. and i just cant take that. i mean, i usually wake up when school is GETTING OUT!
i justcant take this anymore! i am going to quit. no im not. im kidding. but i feel like it.
um i just had a dp and some mac n cheese. 2 SERVINGS! oh yeah.
im boss like that.
well im gonna go color my hair and sleep or something. yes. i know its only 6:30
<3 JAYMi
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Sunday, July 31st 2005 at 9:59 pm
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today was good.
i went to olive garden for linduhsays surprise partay. and we ate. and we went in this badass limo thing. it was so fun. we all danced and stuff. and we drove around.
it was the best time. but i have to go pee really bad
<3 jaymi
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Saturday, July 30th 2005 at 11:24 pm
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yeah so i saw wedding crashers tonight....
it was really funny. i saw it with whitney summer amy and emily scamahorn. i saw zach and his mother there. and, it was a good movie.
tomorrow im shopping. and going to olive garden with the rents.
<3 jaymi
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Thursday, July 28th 2005 at 10:43 pm
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i saw bad news bears tonight..
it was the best movie like EVER no joke.
i laughed my butt off...
and i got a vanilla shake.
<3<3<3<3
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Tuesday, July 19th 2005 at 11:52 am
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well. i talked to zach last night until like 530 in the MORNING! gosh. i am so tired. but not really b.c... well id ont really know. maybe becuase im STARVING!!!
and this room is like 20000000000000 degrees.. ferenheight.. however you spell it.
but um, im about to totally ask my mom if i can go see wedding crashers tonight.\
lets pray she agrees.
<3
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Monday, July 18th 2005 at 5:36 pm
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i just saw a really funny commercial. im laughing..
it was on nickalodeon. but anyways.
im getting a web cam for my bday i think, i really want one. b/c i just watched whitney on it for like 3 hours. haha and its freakin awesome.
but anyways. IM SO GLAD TO BE HOME!
<3 jaymi
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Sunday, July 17th 2005 at 9:24 pm
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well. i just got home. wow it was the longest trip EVER!!!!!!!! i went to my grandparents lake house with my BEST FRIEND WHITNEY ALYCE MISIEWICZ!!! it was so great... i am so tired so im not going to type a bunch of details...
but then i flew up to kentucky to stay with my cousins on my real dads side. and it was fun. we went to HOLIDAY WORLD! haha.. some ghetto themepark. but it was fun. and ... i saw my POPS 2 times. and, i saw my dad 2 times also. he has an earing now. weird. he let me drive his car. it was freaking awesome.
um, i built a fence with my cousins. it was so much fun. haha but i almost went blind. b/c, i had some heat flash. hahaha . i need to go out side more. hahahhaa
then we went and visited my great granny cottrell. shes so cute. THEN we went to nashville and stayed with my moms best friend. and she has the cutest 2 year old girl i have ever seen.
and now. im home. finally.
i havent been alone and unbothered for about 16 days. i cant wait to sleep alone.
<3 jaymi
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Friday, July 1st 2005 at 10:44 am
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well. im about to leave for georgia for 6 days. then kentucky for 6 days....
i sure am going to miss home. im gonna miss zach. so much.
:(
but um, when i get to kentucky i can get back online and stuff to talkt o yall.
I LOVE YOU ZACH
<3 jaymi...
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Thursday, June 30th 2005 at 11:18 pm
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well today. was pretty good. i woke up, and did my drivers thing. packed for my trip and then i went to zachs house. i hung out there with him then we went to beefs. then back to his house. we hung out some more. then we got in a fight... b/c im leaving for two weeks.
but i didnt want to fight. i just wanted him to hold me... i had a weird feeling about today.
i knew something bad was going to happen, and i just wanted to cherish the moment. b/c i love zach. i love him with all my heart.... and this. this is just killing me.
i wish i could just start all over. i wish he could start all over. but nothing will ever be the same again.
</3
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Thursday, June 30th 2005 at 12:20 am
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im not tired everyone.
so im not sleeping. im pissed off to. i have never been so mad in one day. never. it was bad. then good. then bad again. really bad. then pretty good. then good. then EXTREMELY TERRIBLY AWEFUL. now anna curtis is cracking the hell out of me. so im ok. not focusing on what i saw ONLINE. WHAT HE SAID!
anyways.... i dont know what im going to do tomorrow. i know i want to hang out with zach. b/c i will regret it if idont. but im so smad. yes. i said smad. sad and mad.
i hate liars. why must the world LIE ALL THE TIME?!
whatever. im gonna continue talking online. then sleep. then.. who knows. maybe ishould just sleep for the rest of my life. and break my phone so there is no human contact. good idea jaymi.
<3 jaymi
ps. anna curtis. owns my life
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Wednesday, June 29th 2005 at 7:57 pm
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today. well lets see here. i woke up.....
then i couldnt hang out with zach b/c my mom didnt want anyone over. but then i went to alicia's house. and we watched harry potter and how to deal.
macon, macon macon macon.
he is so sweet in that movie. i mean.. who doesnt want a boyfriend that surprises their LOVE with something romantic... and who cares so much about her. and lets her be her. like actually be her. it was so charming. it made, my heart glow.
today my mom went and hung out with her friends. that is so cool. i mean, i cant wiat until im older and i can just go out with my best friends, and my husband call and say "hey. what are you doing. have fun. i loveyou" i mean, how awesome!!!!
i can not wait until i just GROW UP.
i tried buying the sims two today at kmart.. but the fucking store didnt have it. i was so pissed too. then icame home....
and zach is mad at me. it really makes me sad.. b/c... well. im doing all this shit just so i can hang out with him all day tmorrow. and it sucks b/c .. i feel like i just shouldnt have to clean, organize, and babysit themost annoying kid in the world for someone who.. who just is mad and wont listen to anything i have to say. he wont even let me tell my story to help him understand..... :( i just love him. i hate fights. they stress me out so much... why cant we just be happy for a couple days. i want to be free. i want passion. i want respect. i want to be trusted unconditionally by him...
on a happier note.... well i used to be like obsessed with led zep right? and i told my uncle that last thanksgiving... and i guess fathead told my dad... so my dad mailed me some old led zeppelin patches, and this necklace that he bought when he was 14... its really cool. even though im over that whole led zep thing since it became such a fad. but, i thought it was cool my dad gave me something from his childhood.
im going to have it forever. and give it to my son. its gonna be awesome.
until later.
<3 jaymi
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Tuesday, June 28th 2005 at 1:33 pm
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well i got to sleep in like i usually do again today. i just woke up a few minutes ago. Zach called me and woke me. uuhh. haha im not really upset. but then i went downstaires and got some food and im on the computer. then my mom got really mad at me. b/c.... im lazy. haha, and b/c im mean to my stepdad. uhhh. why cant HE JUST CONFRONT ME?!! is he a little baby and just has to tell on me to my mom. b/c i dont really care. whatever. im just really pissed.
oh yeah. whitney called me. :)
i was so excited. I AM EXCITED. shes leaving for miami. then they are staying the night there, then they are coming home the next day. she will be here thursday. then we are leaving friday....
im excited. slash nervous. but we went over this yesterday. haha
im definatley listening to that song.. "JUST BREATHE" its actually pretty good.
i know. lame jaymi lame. hahaha
well im kinda mad right now. to tell you the truth! like, i feel like.... okay. im just gonna say it. and if someone gets offended then... i cant help it. its my freaking journal. god. im 'not allowed' to talk to any of my guy friends now?? i dont know. like.. i can understand why kinda. but... i still dont GET IT. you know.. uuhhhh.... i dont know what to do.
its not like my only friends are guys. but.... i dont like talking to girls all the time. they are so annoying.
until later.
<3 jaymi
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